her

it's been three full months yet i feel like i have been with her my entire life. she makes me feel like i am resting on a grass field on a Sunday afternoon, with cool breeze and warm sunlight. i never knew why people isolated themselves when in a relationship, but now i realize, i don't want to be with no one else, if i have the option to be with her. and, even if i am with others, the only thing that is in my mind is her. she understands me so well, that i don't believe that she's been my friend for just 8 months. i never knew that love could be heard, but then i heard her laughter. i am such a fool, i used to avoid her, just because i found her interesting, but then again, if things might have been different, who knows what could have happened.

all my life i have struggled for a good friend, for a good partner. when i came to this university i had no expectations as well, but i found good friends, and in one of them, i found a good partner. i know all this sounds so hyped up. i am talking like it's been 10 years with her, even though it's only been a couple of months, but that's just how she makes me feel.

her smile actually sets my whole mood for the day, and i know we are addicted to sleep with each other on video calls but i really find that comforting. the way she brightens up everytime after waking up, and looks at me is just awesome. i won't change a thing about you even if you ask this question multiple times. i love you as you are, with all your flaws (if existing).

i am not the one who can express his feelings really well. but i love you so so much, i can't explain through words. zyada likh nahi paunga kyuki samajh nahi aa raha, most of the time, my head is filled up with words and emotions, but you calm me down. i feel so comforted with you. i really love you motki. i love you shivangi.